Introduction

I never seem to be satisfied with my body, as I'm sure is the same with alot of the female populations. There is some sort of odd obsession with the size 0 body, the fashion industry, and the aura around the stick thin models with their so called 'beautiful' bodies. Although I talk about this in an almost mocking sense, in reality its pretty hypocritical of me, as I have been almost completely sucked into this distorted point of mind. Hence what this blog will be about.

My sister (older by 2 years) will be coming to visit me in just over 6 weeks. She has always been the 'thin one' and I'm pretty sick of it if I'm honest.. I wouldn't say I'm 'fat' but that I'm carrying around abit extra...and in all truth would love to be leaning toward the high looking cheekbones (due to lack of facial fat :P), stick limbed look amazing in anything sort of image.. call me crazy but it's how I would feel at my confidence peak, and I don't think I'm alone on this one!

I am 5'7" and at the moment a little over 65kg or 143lbs, and I'm going to try and reach 55kg or 121lbs in 6 weeks. It's going to be difficult, interesting and an overall journey for my mind, body (mostly), and soul. Wish me luck - I'm sure I will need it!